lagu patah hati

oya buat cw2 yg lagi merasa sedih kaya g..
maybe ni lagu bisa sedikit menenangkan hati kita semua..

becoz kalo menurut g, bnr juga ya..

sbnnya no such thing as "TIBA2" yang ada cuma dalam hati mantan "our beloved one"
kita dah gada dlm rencana hidup dia lagi..
n maybe it's already broken cuma kita gatau..
hahhahahhahahaha.......

Hope it'll help



"Slow Dancing In A Burning Room"

by JOhn Mayer

It's not a silly little moment,
It's not the storm before the calm.
This is the deep and dying breath of
This love that we've been working on.

Can't seem to hold you like I want to
So I can feel you in my arms.
Nobody's gonna come and save you,
We pulled too many false alarms.

We're going down,
And you can see it too.
We're going down,
And you know that we're doomed.
My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burning room.

I was the one you always dreamed of,
You were the one I tried to draw.
How dare you say it's nothing to me?
Baby, you're the only light I ever saw.

I'll make the most of all the sadness,
You'll be a bitch because you can.
You try to hit me just to hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
Because you can't understand.

We're going down,
And you can see it too.
We're going down,
And you know that we're doomed.
My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burning room.

Go cry about it - why don't you?
Go cry about it - why don't you?
Go cry about it - why don't you?

My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room,
Burning room,
Burning room,
Burning room,
Burning room.

Don't you think we oughta know by now?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we oughta know by now?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we oughta know by now?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?

broken vow

i just ended my 4 years relationship..
it feels awful.
tapi g dah a lot better now..

rasanya kaya apa ya...
ummmmm BT bgt, campuran antara ga percaya, bingung, n sangat kecewa..
jadi singkatnya gini kita bedua deket sejak 1 SMA n skg g tu anak tingkat 2 semester 1 08-09..

yah quite a long time lah..

sejak mulai kuliah dia pegi ke Amrik, so kita cuma ketemu 1/2 taun sekali..
but well contact kita bagus..

but again, suddenly pas dia pulang kali ini dia bilang pgn kita jadi tmn biasa aja..

katanya sih demi kebaikan kita bedua n that he's still care about me, and that klo dia dah lulus 2 taun lagi dia mau balik lagi sama g..
SHIT abis, dia kira g mau nunggu ya???
dah cukup kli nunggunya..
hahhahahahahhaa..

but then i realize , dia gamau nyakitin g n say those things..,
pdhl itu tu simple bgt, he just not that into me anymore..

n i think that's okay..


untung bgt libur ini , g punya tmn2 baik g yang nemenin g..
and remind me how precious i am...
thanx girls...

thanx juga buat sang pria yang dah ngasi g jackpot n ngingetin g untuk coba jadi sama org laen..

tenang pria, laen kali lagi kita ketemu g pasti jadi lebih baik dari sekarang...
with or without you , i can still try my best..

and there will come a day, when i thank you for your decision..
for asking me not to be with you anymore...
because at that time, i will already have someone who is really into me and more suitable for me...

hahahahhahahahahhaaa................

ACTION speaks more than WORDS, i hope i can make my words become real...

hahahahahhahahahhahaha................

i believe

g percaya bahwa pada dasarnya smua orang tu baik.

this week g dah ngerasa bnr2 tertolong karena kebaikan orang-orang yang bahkan ga gua kenal..

jadi critanya gini:
Hari Kamis malem jam7an g pulang dari kampus, n then pas g sampe parkiran mobil g dah miring banget ke kiri alias "hampir" masuk jurang.
FYI tempat parkir di kampus g tuh masih pake tanah, no asphalt darling..
hohhhhoho..
n waktu itu abis HUJAAAAAANNNNN guede bgt!! Gila lah ujannya...
Hahahhaa..

TRus dalam keadaan bingung entah harus panik ato gimana ,ada teman yang nyamperin n bantuin, masih ada tukang parkir untungnya...
dia panggil bala bantuaaaaannnn 2 tukang parkir laen..
mobil g coba didorong..
Ga bisa...
di cangkulin tanah yang buat ban mobil g selip.
Tetep donk ga bisa..
hUahahaaaa...


Ga lama....

1
2
3

Datanglah Mobil pick up yang isinya 4 orang,
mereka bantuin dorong! Baek bgt kan..
dah gitu trakhir mobil g ditarik pake tambang oleh 7 orang n tmn g jadi sopirnya..

g nunggu sambil ongkang2 kaki..("ga guna abis yang punya mobilnya")..

Hahahhahaa...
Akhirnya setelah 1/2 jam berkubang dengan tanha ,mobil g keluar...

HORE!!!!!

makasih Teman,Tukang parkir, n Para penumpang juga sopir Pick-up udah nolongin sayaaaaa....

Cerita ke 2....

Jadi Senin siang,pulang kampus jalanan macet skali...
Si Pintar mengambil jalan2 tikus nan sempit...
Trus bgtu liat jalan sempit lainnya,tanpa pikir lama2..
Langsung deh diembat tu jalan...
N TERNYATA...

deng...
deredendeng...

krik,,,krikkkkk...

g salah belok! Doenk..
Jalan tikus yang bener tu jalan di gang sebelah yang g masukkin..
N yang paling ngaconya...
Tu jalan sempit bgt,
klo mobil g masuk,bahkan motor pu ga bisa lewat..
kebayang kan sempitnya!!!!

Trus....

Ada seorang Bapak baek hati sekali...
Dia bantuin g, nyetop jalan nya para motor n beca..
trus dia bantu g sampe g keluar lagi ke jalan gd..
NB:berhubung jalannya sempit, g harus atret (you know ,mundur maksudku)..

sekitar 15 menit dalam kekacauan, akhirnya mobil g keluarlah...


Terimakasih Bapak, makasih juga tukang beca, n motor2 yang mau nunggu g..
N ga ngeklakson g...

Maafkan Kecerobohan Super saya...
Hahhahahhaa...




I wonder why ,klo kita mau bantuin orang yg kita ga kenal rasanya males,segan,takut malah ntar diapa2in..
Tapi g salut sama para penolong g, yang mau bantuin walau ga kenal sama g...

THANKSSSS...

ARIGATOU GOSAIMASSU

apa ya judulnya???

Apa yang kita cari dalam hidup kita?

Is it LOVE, Money,Fame,Appreciation, ato apa?
pastinya gada orang yang pengen hidup susah, semua orang pengen hidup senang..
well,in their own way tentunya..

Ada yang Happy kalo dapet suami kaya, istri cantik, punya duit untuk shopping,
ato mungkin udah happy klo bisa makan sesuap nasi.
It varied ,don't you think???

Waktu itu g sempet nonton film The Air I Breath.
Di film itu ada cowo yang namanya Happiness, dia punya kerjaan bagus.
But well dia mang ga perfect,dia bukan tipe gaul ato gimana..
tampang biasa-biasa aja and bukan tipe yang PD gimana..
diperankan sama Forest Whitaker kalo ga salah..
and one day dia gambling, dah gitu kalah gede.
Sampe diancem mafia and dia mutusin untuk ngerampok bank.
And at the end, the police shot him..
The interesting thing is that He died smiling..
Aneh bukan??

He thought that for once in his life, he done something that he think is what he wants not what the society thinks is good for him..

Gila juga kalo dipikir2..
Lu udah usaha keras supaya punya good life and then you just throw it away because sebenernya itu bukan yang lu pengenin..
Gila banget kan??

In Indonesia, it is very important about what people think about you.
Karena memang kultur kita begitu.
Bayangkan orang yang living together, dianggepnya kumpul kebo and klo parahnya si bisa sampe diamuk massa..

Semakin g bertambah dewasa.
cie dewasaaaaaaaaaa...
hahahahhaa...
Harapan gua untuk menjadi mandiri n mapan dengan kemampuan gua sendiri
(bukan nebeng ke keluarga ato future husband) juga bertambah..

Tapi jeleknya di Indo, kalo kita sukses n kita tu cewe.
kemungkinan gini komentarnya, "aaah, palingan sokongan suaminya kenceng!"
ato gini misalnya,"Pantes bisa di atas gitu, Bapanya kaya!".
Sudahlah itu mah omongan orang sirik TUL???!!
hahhahahhaaaaa..

Klo dengerin omongan orang sirik, kita gakan maju-maju.
Tapi klo kritik membangun, coba buka kuping lebar-lebar..
Yah walaupun dikritik itu kadang menyakitkan...

Jaya Indonesiaku!!!!!
Merdeka diriku!!!

INTINYA :
"be yourself no matter what they say. karena hidup lu ,lu yang jalanin bukan orang lain.
Jangan sampe lu cuma jadi penumpang di rumah lu sendiri. Ato jadi boneka yang dikendaliin orang lain."


Peace Yoww....

Ciao...

Pertama nih..

Hallo Dunia
pertama kali ni gua nulis blog di sini.

ummm..
bingung nih harus nulis apa..
hahahahhaha..

BTw g pgn nulis karena g abis baca Sophie's World.
Sumpah, itu buku keren abis..
g dah baca lumayan banyak buku, tapi yang ini ngena abis.

Tentang manusia dan keinginannya, pemikiran manusia yang gada limitnya.
and History of Philosophy.

Ternyata arti nama Sophie ato Sophia itu Wisdom louh..
keren abis bukan???

Pokonya buat yang belum baca, haruusss baca..

Ga akan nyesel deh..
Ok that's all untuk posting pertama..

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